Post by Darkness of White on Jan 27, 2009 22:15:48 GMT -5
Ok, unless/until there is a new place to put these, I'll put them here. I like to write, and I write poems when I feel a really strong emotion and there's paper and a pencil near by. Here's what I've found in the black hole that is my stuff lol.
9-9-08
Lost in my own heart, all I see, all I want, is you, someone who I can only dream of.
Tired and lonely, I wish. I wish to hear your voice, see your smile, and feel your touch once again.
You are all I love, all I long for.
Let us be together at last.
9-10-08
You are the one who granted my wishes and made my dreams come true.
I offered you all that I could, and you took it with a smile.
Then the next day, you completely destroyed my heart.
I feel like death is the only way I can be happy again, but as you said
“Death is not an option.”
I never loved anyone more than you, and you said you loved me too.
But for me, you really were too good to be true.
9-11-08
A friend now is a friend forever.
I have all but lost hope for the return of my best friend’s heart.
Always will I care, nothing will change that.
My best friend shows compassion and a warm heart beneath an icy and forbidding exterior.
I want him to come back to my heart and reopen his to mine.
I long for what could have been and what felt like what was, for however short a time.
Please come back, I love you.
12-??-08
Trapped in a cage like an animal
Safe from the danger, yet in peril from the heart
Fed as well as can be, yet starved for love
A man walks by and smiles as he looks in the cage
He then walks on, clinging to the hand of a woman
Tears flow down the face once more
Jealousy had overcome the heart and mind once again
Not so much as an invite to come out
Everyone but the prisoner has a key, everyone can open the cage, yet no one wants to
Everyone is so occupied with someone else, while I have no one
12-??-08
I look at you and I see a friend
I look at you and I see an enemy
I look at you and I see my life
I look at you and I see my death
I see all that I’ve loved
I see all that I’ve despised
I see happiness
I see pain
I know I will accept you, through I don’t know why
I feel I will cease without you, but the reason I know not
I am afraid of what will happen if I’m with you
I’m terrified of what will happen if I’m not
I need to be miles away from you
I need to be as close as possible
10-20-08
Quietly the silence creeps
Friends are lost
Love has faded
Lives have ended
Hope has vanished
Quiet is all that remains
Nothing more or less
Endless silence and stillness
I am alone in this world
Love and companionship are gone
Sorrow and loneliness have replaced them
All I had cared for seems dead
I only have my life, but only for a short time
I wish to have what has been lost
So I myself must leave
Goodbye
9-9-08
Lost in my own heart, all I see, all I want, is you, someone who I can only dream of.
Tired and lonely, I wish. I wish to hear your voice, see your smile, and feel your touch once again.
You are all I love, all I long for.
Let us be together at last.
9-10-08
You are the one who granted my wishes and made my dreams come true.
I offered you all that I could, and you took it with a smile.
Then the next day, you completely destroyed my heart.
I feel like death is the only way I can be happy again, but as you said
“Death is not an option.”
I never loved anyone more than you, and you said you loved me too.
But for me, you really were too good to be true.
9-11-08
A friend now is a friend forever.
I have all but lost hope for the return of my best friend’s heart.
Always will I care, nothing will change that.
My best friend shows compassion and a warm heart beneath an icy and forbidding exterior.
I want him to come back to my heart and reopen his to mine.
I long for what could have been and what felt like what was, for however short a time.
Please come back, I love you.
12-??-08
Trapped in a cage like an animal
Safe from the danger, yet in peril from the heart
Fed as well as can be, yet starved for love
A man walks by and smiles as he looks in the cage
He then walks on, clinging to the hand of a woman
Tears flow down the face once more
Jealousy had overcome the heart and mind once again
Not so much as an invite to come out
Everyone but the prisoner has a key, everyone can open the cage, yet no one wants to
Everyone is so occupied with someone else, while I have no one
12-??-08
I look at you and I see a friend
I look at you and I see an enemy
I look at you and I see my life
I look at you and I see my death
I see all that I’ve loved
I see all that I’ve despised
I see happiness
I see pain
I know I will accept you, through I don’t know why
I feel I will cease without you, but the reason I know not
I am afraid of what will happen if I’m with you
I’m terrified of what will happen if I’m not
I need to be miles away from you
I need to be as close as possible
10-20-08
Quietly the silence creeps
Friends are lost
Love has faded
Lives have ended
Hope has vanished
Quiet is all that remains
Nothing more or less
Endless silence and stillness
I am alone in this world
Love and companionship are gone
Sorrow and loneliness have replaced them
All I had cared for seems dead
I only have my life, but only for a short time
I wish to have what has been lost
So I myself must leave
Goodbye
